I am a hopeless romantic.
Anybody who gets to know me finds this out usually sooner rather than later.
In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed.You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.
Those renown words of Mr. Darcy from Jane Austen’s Pride and Prejudice are forever ingrained into my head. Why?
I am entranced by Mr. Darcy’s love for Elizabeth Bennet.
(Fun fact: After he said this, she actually walked away. Then later on both these character’s recognized their own selfish pride. Mr. Darcy proposed for the second time, and Elizabeth then accepted.)
As a woman, created by a loving God, that is how He designed me. I long to be the princess sought after and loved.
Playing pretend was my favorite when I was little.
I would be the innocent young maiden, dancing along in life, and out of no where my hero would come. It would be a momentous span of time. As I picked up my mom’s old skirt to keep from tripping, and wipe my blonde hair out of my face, I would be looking at nothing, and there in front of me would be everything.
The youngest of four kids, my parents had never set an age where the dating scene began. Instead, I was raised with these words in my mind. “Spend time with your girlfriends. You will spend the rest of your life with a guy.”
Today, young girls, even guys, will leave it to their boyfriend/girlfriend to define them as a human being. If they don’t have a boyfriend/girlfriend they are socially unacceptable. If girls haven’t kissed a boy by the time they are thirteen they will be the mockery of their friends. If only I had a boyfriend I wouldn’t have to be alone all the time with my lame parents. If only I had a guy to tell me I’m pretty. And so on.
When I was in junior high one of the guys in my class heard that I wasn’t going to start date until late highschool/college. He laughed at me asking if I was serious. I told him I was serious, completely confused why he thought this silly.
Dating has become a trend. It is looked at as part of the fun when you are young. I fear that young people have failed to understand the true reason behind dating.
I have read so many Christian non-fiction books about “the right way to date”, “courtship versus dating”, “waiting for that special someone”, etc. etc. I looked to those books for answers, and in the end came away not ever finding exactly what I was searching for. Yes, I am given wonderful advice and learned much, specifically from Elisabeth Elliot’s, Passion and Purity. Still, the longing never goes away. The desire for a person to love me and for me to love in return is always lingering.
As I sit around asking God, “When will my love story begin?” I am initially doubting God and His plan for my life. Something we need to keep in mind is that our sole purpose on earth is NOT finding the perfect spouse. First, nobody is perfect. Prince Charming does not exist. A sinner saved by grace does exist and even then, our foremost desire should be God. Secondly, when we spend all our energy focusing on finding the right guy/girl we miss out on the opportunity to grow as a person.
Let not our longing slay the appetite of our living. Jim Elliot
In Luke 10:27 Jesus says,“’Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind; and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’” That is our purpose in life. That is where our lingering thoughts should be, not on finding the perfect person to fall in love with.
“Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart, and wait for the Lord.” Psalm 27:14
Do not be in a hurry; depend upon it, the right man will come at last; you will in the course of the next two or three years, meet with somebody more generally unexceptional than anyone you have yet known, who will love you as warmly as ever he did, and who will so completely attach you, that you will feel you never really loved before. Jane Austen
Do not settle. This sounds sorta cliche, but I completely agree. Say a great guy comes into your life and he is kind, respects his mom, holds the door open for women, and seems like the perfect gentleman, but isn’t pursuing Christ, ladies please stop right there. Check out 2 Corinthians 6:14. And ladies, if a guy who seems like he has a strong relationship with God, but isn’t respectful to authority, or isn’t sure of where his identity lies, I’d probably take a step back.
William Shakespeare once wrote, “She is a woman, therefore may be wooed; she is a woman, therefore may be won.” God created females as the ones to follow, and for men to lead. Be patient. Let the guy pursue. Don’t force love…
Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall. Unknown.
I would also like to note that when we are longing for a man who loves the Lord, they are also hoping for a woman who loves the Lord. Understand that male and female are both sinners. In relationships you will fail one another. And that is why it is extremely important that Christ is first in your individual lives and first as a couple.
“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.” Proverbs 4:23. In the past year I was speaking with my older brother about some boy problems I was having. He kept repeating to me, “Naomi, you need to protect your heart.” He was right. I hadn’t been protecting my heart. Who or what are you opening up your heart to? Remember Luke 10:27? That is where our heart should be. My brother also told me once, “The Lord is going to bring someone around for you. No questions asked. But are you going to be godly and ready enough when He does? It’s all about trusting our God.”
I have often asked older women what do I do during my time of singleness. The answer is obvious. In 1 Corinthians 7, Paul speaks about being single and being married. In verse 34 he says, “An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the Lord’s affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit.” As a single woman, my time should be spent with God. Even when I begin to date someone, it should be God. But, when you’re single spend time with God. Talk to Him. Talk to Him about anything and everything. 1 Thessalonians 5:17. Discover who He created you to be. Learn about your interests, passions, hopes, dreams. Spend your days doing things you enjoy. For instance, I spend a lot of time reading novels, watching movies with my dad, cooking with my sisters, sewing with my grandmother, and lots of other things.
Most of all love God.
Dance with God. He will let the perfect man cut in. Anonymous.